Weirdest dream ?!

Weirdest dream? I dreamt about jay Chou in my 2nd dream.. LOL
first was about some cheer leading thing.... I was with Cassie , Claude , and some other people
It was quite funny..
then the thing was over and I went over to some balcony
LOL suddenly I saw a lot of bugs.. And I scream.. Scream for Claude.. Then he took like 10 min to come to me == because he was drinking water.. LOL
In the mean time my mom was trying to kill it , she pass me a fan and told me this..
'BLOW THE BUGS AWAY' wtf? LOL that didn't even work!!
So imagine me >-> With a small fan... Trying to blow bugs.. and is damn scared...
Hahaha Then Claude came like a hero >-> Carry me off LOL
The fan is STUPID! == bugs cannot be blown away... only by hairdryer LOL i tried =X

Then came my next dream.. about jay Chou >->
Lets see , there was a competition about people who won will get a ticket and join jay Chou to watch a series of CARTOONS!!! and I really mean cartoons! Not anime but cartoons!
LIKE.. powerpuff girls >-> LOL wth? Then I didn't won =x sad XD
so in my dream I whine to y brother O-O
Then he was like okok! I go call him wait! LOL
He went to take out his Hand phone and was talking in Chinese was like saying , Can meet and all...
LOL then he told me , Ok don't cry he coming here in half and hour..
LOL WTF!!!
HAHAHAHA I WAS SHOCK AND WAS OMFG!
MY BROTHER AN CONTACT JAY CHOU? Fuck up dream XD
And he really did came o-o with girls and guys flocking him.. LOL
Dream he even hold my hand like going to a date!
We went to some hotel restaurant where I met my brother and my family with Claude family o-o
Before i knew it i was next to XX LOL eating eggs >->
and jay Chou is with my brother XD I was like in this very big table with the families
and saw Claude keep looking at jay Chou o-o with that kind of look that he cannot believe he is here.
[Claude is a fan of his songs =x i think]

weirdest dream =X Then Claude called me and wake me up LOL!!!!

=\ long time ago post

well Now I guess I really sick and tired of all the Xiao Mei Mei[xmm] around..
I mean like really.. I already rant about them.. I really cannot stand them..
Now I meeting even more ==
Oh god!! Please tell me there isn't anymore..
I really hope they just.. die.

Well lets just say that they don't really care about other people feelings..
Hmm maybe to themself.. Or their friends... Hmmmm
But whats the right way of telling a person off?
To frighten them? To scold them? Or just to tell them how stupid they are =)
Well I think many xmm choose the last one.
Of course they will use the first 2 them... But the last one is a give away.

Talk about their chats online.. I mean
WHATS SO GOOD ABOUT CAPS? It just made it BIGGER thats all
YOU CAN JUST MADE IT THIS SIZE and is better right =P
Or they think that caps will just fighten some people off~~
Oh and not to mention that they will act older then their age.
Thats one thing that people will notice if you are a xmm.
I doesn't mean like act or anything but showing it
Hohum~~ What to do with these kind of people 0-0

Hope someone create something that will kill ALL xmm in the world and we will leave in peace.


Ps : once a xmm , always will be a xmm =D even if you are 30

Pain ><

Yesterday i wanted to take photoshoot with this guy..
he is from overseas.. So i packed my bag o-o with make up and all..
LoL Claude xD thats why my bag heavy.
I called jolyn asking him to called.. and I tried but someone the phone couldn't get thru..
Maybe is the number.. keep on double checking.. =\ +? I got put le..
Hmmm Even jolyn cannot contact..
Wonder whats wrong.. . Got so tired of calling I went to sleep.. before I knew it , it was 6.

Random >->

I did a new layout.. Or more like a new picture and change the back ground colour.
I was bored! Claude was already sleeping and I wanted to do something.
He took my bed o-o with puteh 0-0.. Ok that sounds wrong..
Not only that... it was raining too >< Got thunder!!
Then I went to claude saying I was scared.. he keep saying he don't give a damn >->
I asked him in the morning.. he said he didn't say that... Ok lol sleep talking?
So I did this picture =)
went to put the photoshoot which I have with,
Jurgen , Ash , Vince , Iamacow and Merv.
I couldn't use psl one because of the colour problem >< and dai chan took too many swim shot LOL


Ok I sleep on dap room... AND SHE KICK ME OUT OF BED =-= evil
so at 6am i went back to my room and sleep next to Claude XD
Hahaha he seems so cute with puteh and momo.. Lol both feel soo nice sleeping with him >->

Ok enough of that.. the one i want to talk about is...
THE WORST BREAKFAST LOL!!!
Claude was suppose to make for me waffles or pancakes..
He told me he cannot find the mix >->
[ 2 hours later I FOUND IT BEHIDE THE MAGGIE MEE in the cardboard!]
so he went out to buy breakfast and came back with mee o-o
Then he told me that the he got $1 off since the auntie counted wrongly..
Hahaha so i think something is funny..
Went he took out from the plastic bag.. his mee was leaking.. I started laughing..
he was like SHIT! OMG SHIT LOL MY EGG XD
Then he turn over the thing and a chicken fell out..
LOL I ROLL ON THE FLOOR LAUGHING! HAHAHA
haha he shouted 'FUCKED UP XD CB LOL'
Then i say faster go take plate.. So he did and left the thing on the table..
I still cannot stop laughing.. after a few mintues... THE CHICKEN DROP AGAIN..
HAHAHA I ALMOST DIED LAUGHING LOL
We both say ok this breakfast going to suck..
We eat abit.. and say OK IT SUCKS LOL!!!
I went to made the comment saying that your cannot be worst then mine..
Should have said that.. HIS IS WORST THEN MINE LOL

Decided

I have decided. =)
I'm going to appeal at Republic Poly.. To see if I can get into game design.
If I can't then I will have to live with that course.
Nevermind , I will make use of it =)
Since they say that Rp is a different system... I will give it all my best to make the best out of it..
Well That mean waking up early again everyday >->
They said that first year is 9am... need to wake up at 7.30 and leave at 8 to be there at 9.
Well this is my new life =D Lets make the best out of it.

CASSANDRA DEAREST!
I cannot believe that we are in the same school again..
Lets make it last ^^ We can eat lunch together again and talk about our class again XD
Really miss the time that we had.
Lets go shopping soon :D

Somehow I'm happy that I went Rp too..
I found out that many people I know is in RP and I think thats one thing good.
Can meet Elle , Lawliet , Cassie , Wussie , himura and all the rest..
Is also close to Claude's Home ^^ So If Im tired or need to do something can go there :D
Can meet up with you more often =X and eat waffle :D
This may all turn into a great experience ^-^ who knows?

Now I just need to get everything settle , Know my appeal , My time table , My books.
LOL there is no uniform =D Yay!
but school is going to start on 7th April..
quite fast.
well
Lets have a joyful 2008 =)

I LOVE YOU AND I WANT THE WHOLE WORLD TO KNOW

I cry for you because I know I love you...
I do not want you to suffer alone..
I do not want you to live in the dark..
I want you to know that I'm always here for you..
When you are sad, I'm sad..
When you are happy , I'm happy..
When you are in pain, I want you to share that pain with..
I do not mind.. because I just want you to be better..
even if it cost anything in my life..
I love you.. Leow Rui Shen

Thanks Merv , CALLING FOR JURGEN !!

you are fast , Merv XD Thanks for the picture =)

Not going to show much
But I really love the picture and they are for my own use ^^

He is a good photographer =)
Thought me many things that I can use for cosplay ..
JURGEN!!! I WANT MORE PHOTOSHOOTS WITH YOU!!!
ASH AND DAI CHAN TOO!!!
Because now I can express myself more and I will show you better photos!!!
expect == when you are using the reflector on me... maybe that I have not master.

Can't wait to take more Lolita and Cosplay shots =D


Teaser =)


Ps: Don't ask me about the photos =P I'm not going to post any more.. Not intending to.
Reason? : IS MINE LOL jking... Nothing much... Is for me to know and for you to find out =D

Meeting on the 22

Okie.. The meeting was on friday and I first met Claude.
Then... we went to manga oasis cafe to wait for icy and hotart =P

Met elle on the way hahaha she was drawing and we chat alittle.
First Icy came and then.. Hotart..
Ooo First time seeing Hotart aka emotart.
He bought along his laptop to let me use to write the appeal..
Sorry i didn't use it in the end due to some reason... haihz sad..
Well We spend quite a while typing it.. Thanks claude for helping ^^
and we were talking quite alot.. about icy , hotart.. and everything lol
Shooting here and there.. wah pain XD because of the emoness... but don't worry you two =)
Everything will be fine. Just believe in yourself.

Icy
Don't worry to much ^^ You got what it takes , be more confident and just work towards it.
Don't give up half way. Do research! you know there is a hope there.

Hotart
Well Yours is hard =\
Don't be sad ok.. I don't like to see a guy be sad all the time..
Being emotart is not fun =) be yourself!
Very fun to be with you.. haha laugh a lot.
I know there is someone better out there and you will forget her soon.
I know is hard.. But don't worry you and you friends. even Im here for you ^-^
Don't suffer alone.. because it will hurt yourself deeper only..
cheer up hotart =D


Well Ok the very funny thing that icy keep going to the arcade to play drums...
what bring drum stick.. >-> maybe he was emo..

then we went to peek at one time.. saw him playing.. pro like o-o
.. omg please don't be so emo..
then later.. hotart also emo and went to play the other drums..

so is quite funny.. to guys.. playing drums.. hitting SUPER hard...
... Me and claude don't even know where to go or who to turn too.. i was laughing too much
because it was quite funny..
Hotart.. << the drum speed was the lion dance type LOL so is very slow..
cannot release all his anger LOL but icy can LOL

Then we walk to the other side and saw KYO!
Omg!!! Then kyo suddenly jump on Claude back..!!! WAS SHOCKING!!!
AND HE ALMOST KISS HIM TOO!!! OMG!!
I Thank god that Claude reaction is fast or else GOOD GAME 0-0

Today that happen...

I have to wake up at 6am because I got a photoshoot at chinese garden at 8.30am.
Well Im fine.. I woke up.. gotten ready.. and my mother drop me and claude at city hall.
Yay and we reach at chinese garden early!
=\ ... I never been to chinese garden before.. and I seriously mean it.
I was very amaze.. like I was in another country... O-O see here and see there..
Now I know why so many cosplay take there.
=D claude we shall take there one time too.

Nothing much to talk about the shoot. Not going to post much photos of it too.
However Merv [The photographer] teach me a lot today..
About my right angle and everything. Greatful for it.. I will use it for my Lolita and Cosplay shoot.
He reminded me a lot of jurgen~ Lol the feeling... the sun.. hahahaha
Know more about myself , my body and poses.
And my dearest.. Today I saw with my own eyes.. how much you meant to me.
You were there for me the whole time... Even carry my bags.. [ even if it looks gay ><]
Did so much things for me.. Like my makeup.. [0-0]
Even Merv was saying that we should tie down soon o.o
because you show me how much you love me and care for me.. And I feel it too.
I love you so much and I don't want you to be lonely nor emo nor sad..
I want to be there for you.... not matter what... even if it means going to your house...

Thanks Merv for taking my pictures today =) Good teacher ^^ glad that you love to teach.
You also help claude learn something :D

after the shoot it was 1pm and we went home >< tired.. So we went to eat... bath...
And then my period came == damn what timing.. we wanted to jump into the pool..
Lucky I checked.. Lol so we scrap that.. and didn't swim..
After eating.. we both fell asleep >< Lol
Seriously sleeping with you felt so different...

Well after that we had dinner and sent claude to the MRT.
hee claude taste of food is quite nice :D I shall eat more..
Oh that remind me >-> He is weird.. After meeting him.. Im starting to eat more veggie..
AND I CANNOT BELIEVE IT MYSELF

Dearest...

Claude, I'm very happy that you are my boyfriend =)

Claude stayed over yesterday, Met him at Park mall and saw his short hair..
Really look like my brother when he went army. But I'm ok with it.. haha just different feel.
We walk and talk a lot about many things.. hee
Claudy seems to be more interested in DotA now.. And I feel that you really can be a pro one day.
I miss you soo much when you are gone and love you soo much when you are near..
LOL and thanks for opening my eyes to Caramelldansen... You gotten me addicted!
and gundam 00 XD wahahah Now i really want to watch.

Played abit of dota then went to sleep. but I can't...
Puteh and momo was fighting to be on the same bed as Claude >->
Then puteh didn't want to leave the bed No matter how hard me and momo tried..
She bite me =(... damn you claude.. see what you have done =X
Well she seems to be very clingy.. at 2 I found her sleeping like.. super close with him..
Cuddling..... ok made me feel jealous... at least I got to sleep with him at 4am XD wahaha shh =X
Really Love sleeping with him >< dogs ="="]">

Inspired By jolyn post =D

Jolyn >< Omg you are so sweet...
Thanks for writing all that for me!!!
Really glad I met you ^-^
So I shall write to you and my friends =D


Cassandra!!
The Light of my life =D
She can really make me happy, and cheer up no matter what.
You made me smile , laugh , be random and everything else...
Always there for me , I'm glad I have her as a friend..
Know you for around 4 years already.. and I hope our friendship never ends.
Love the way you play games too o-o like cs.. omg soo pro..
You got into dota with me ^^ and we love tsubasa together!!!
I need to buy you more plushies =x you just love them XD I know..
Thanks for all the surprises you gave me..
Like being random on the phone.. LOL
always make me believe is someone else.
I will never want to replace you with anyone else as my top best friend =)


Eleana..
What can I say.. She like a mother to me.
I'msuppose to be your sister.. but end up I treat you like a mom.
Lol You always nag o-o and try to help us for the best for us.
Console me in the weird way =P
Haha help me a bit true cosplay , FF and games.
Intro me to Ragnarök online haha how can I thank you enough.
Without that game.. I don't think I will ever meet Busty , Po , Aaron , or even my boyfriend.
Keep on striving for O levels!!!
we all will be here for you.


Jolyn.
=D LOL You are really the cute girl. Mew mew =P
I know you at Sec 4 .. sec 3 we were not that close..
And We became so close and best friends in our class at sec 5 ^^
You can study o-o you can play o-o you can run o-o ok I envy you a little ..
expect for your ermm rashes =X
Just so happy I found you and Rochelle as my bf~
You two suddenly love Lolita with me.. Cosplay with me.. Anime with me..
We were always the threesome in our class =D glad I met you too.
I hope all ends well with you and you boyfriend =)


Rochelle!!
The girl who is one year older =X opps
You look like our age =x or some sort.. Know you at sec 5 too.
You are pretty and got the touch me not look =P
I glad i met you too.. You are open , I can talk to you almost anything.
About life , Love and problems..
without you sometime I'm not sure who to turn to ><
May you dreams come true =)
I will be here for you.


Jessica =)
Well we got separated at sec 3 and you transfer school at sec 4..
I still miss you..
I remember the time we played when we were together.. so much fun..
Your new school is great.. Many photos.. you have many fun there.
I also love your concelling XD
Been to around 2 and going to 3 Dinner and Dance together and we just love camwhoring ^^
Good luck and all the best in your singing and I will always support you =D
we just love moo moo don't we =X



Well My top 5 friends first :D

ok posting the photos for the previous post XD

Ash photoshoot

This is going to be a long post with a lot of pictures =D
Sorry icy =X
I couldn't sleep due to some commotion behide the house... screaming.. throwing.. yelling.. banging.. ah.. cannot sleep.. soo loud... and I got scared.

On sunday , I went to have a photoshoot with kittyash XD
Did a casual one.. Lazy to do Lolita or cosplay =X
So I choose two outfit.. Wanted to do the school one too but end up didn't bring my tie.
Went first went to ECP.. Ok so thats where I get my sun burn.
Took that flower along before i threw it away.

Went to the place where most flowers is ^^
So it was a very hot/cloudy/sunny day.
ash said is a nice day to shoot and is a waste that if you didn't..
Yea == and I got sun burn due to it LOL [ still pain T-T , thanks claude for rubbing it]
ASH!!! you have to bring along that disc.. that reflecting disc.. lol... my eyes can't even open ><
It shines sooo bright.. it was a funny shoot. Keep on laughing due to the sun.
ECP has limited flowers... LoL so we took what we can find.. Not much people there too , so I'm fine with it. Happy with the photos.. not happy with my eye LOL
you will see that some picture my eyes... LOL seriously =x stupid sun
Not to mention the wind too LOL is cooling... yet... annoying xD

Lol you can tell by the fun shots and serious one =X
the picture which i look like i have bunny ears was funny.. was my shoe XD then he was like commenting saying I was a bunny but I didn't get it until i saw the photo LOL
















After ECP , we went to another place to shoot o-o
I find there scary... but he told me a lot of cosplayers took their shoot there like TB.. and I can tell when I see it.. LOL
Was there for awhile then we go to the bay there and took abit...
LOL worst part is that I didn't eat breakfast [bad choice] so we ended early and went to eat LOL
sorry ash XD ... couldn't wake up in time.


That whole day.. I can say this.. I was thinking about you the whole time... I miss you


Suddenly I don't feel like resigning , sorry.... =x sleepy XD don't want to wait..photobucket very long

Eoy Photoshoot booth and jurgen photos

This is from vince ^^ he gave me by E-mail and I like them.
Is the EOY photoshoot booth. =D

Bring back memories.. hee Really enjoy that day.. ^^ I shall post the photos now




















And of course ^^ I will never forget Jurgen~ heee
Thanks for the photos! =D