Hmmm~ Spending~

I been spending quite a lot >->
well >< I want them .. what can I do.
Well I just pay for my costume for streetfest. Hope it turn out good ^^
I also paid for other things XD

Omg.. And not forgetting my mail got lost T-T I bought something from someone
and she say she didn't do register mail.. and it got lost.. ah damnit..
it cost me $20 too :(

well sometime I feel like going to the post office and ask them why they can lost things..

well Im going to buy a dress for my 6th month XD Is soo coming soon.
and I want to cosplay alot more..
I hope my mom keep her word ><
she said when im going poly she will up my allowance.. than I can save
hee~

Access

I here by saying this o-o
I LOVE ACCESS XD
I they is made up of two guys.. so is like SHIPS XD
boybands rock =x




I found this song , sing by them. hahaah And now Im addicted by it.
It was the opening for D grey man


Omg I also love their opening song for Code Geass
I remenber claude got so tired of it XD
WHAHAHA imn my itunes you can see a 1.1k play count for this song

and this song is also quite nice xD

wahaha I love their songs now

TIME TO LOOP IT

My waist T-T

Ok I went doctor already and lucky I don't need to go for x ray.
I was praying nothing has happen to it..
>< Well it happen to be a cramp or sprain o-o
But if it didnt cure in one week time.. I need to go back O-O

ahh Hope it really cure.. I cannot move much.. I cannot twist =x
meaning dancing to me now is a no no.

Thanks dear for following me to the doctor.. Lol
You said I was going to wait 3 hours XD end up like only 15 - 20 min =X
haha Im lucky.

and I love playing FFX with you LOL =X
all the hard part that you cannot do XD I can do in one try or less than you =X hahaha
Maybe that why we are together.

STARTs CAMP

Sadly I cannot go today... My wasit is giving me problem..
And Claude is coming over to bring me to doctor
because my mom keep saying is nothing.. but I feel is something..
Better safe than sorry.
I am so going to take an x ray too.. I so going to play safe..
Is very pain and I can't twist...

Well yesterday camp was fun!
Well That is like the 3 or 4th camp i been too.
We were suppose to stay over.. but I can't..
The food was so so, I had a min tour around the school.
And my friend there was Lawliet!
haha she is so cute..
her real name is angel
then she went to take out the ange
and it became L LOL XD
she was wearing what she wore for L too. haha
a lot of people said that she really look like one XD


I met new people there too. but sadly they said that we are not going to be in the same class or anything.. Is all by luck.

Met 2 new girls in my team called Jean and hasanah
And shocking that Jean is in Pierce sec.. O-O small world.
Hasanah is my age and she is soo cool to me because she is in band XD
Well I will talk more about it next time..

Thanks for caring ^-^

^-^ I want to thanks everyone for being so caring =)
But this post is to Jurgen.
I know you for almost half a year already and you are a really good friend.
You are sweet and caring and funny.
Thanks for being there for me too.
We went to events and photoshoot XD haha


I just want to said that I took your advice =)
I won't really make it a habit as a full time.
I understand that school is very important.
Even Claude says that to me.
I had made up my mind. I want to go to uni..
And so I will work my very best in Poly :)

I guess freelance is really good because you can choose.
I promise you that I won't go over the limit for it ^-^

There is a class Im going to go soon , from a company =)
I doubt I can make it for the this coming sat and sun one.
This class is going to teach me how to be a makeup artist good enough for photographers =D
And is only $120.

Whoever want to join with me ^^ Please Pm me~ I don't mind.

Is really worth it as is for 2 days.

well im going now~ Bye

crying in sleep...

I'm crying in my sleep again..
Somehow.. I don't know how I do it.. But when I wake up..
Tears flows.. Stuff nose and my pillow is wet >->

Well It happens before..
The first time which I find it shocking..
However I remember the dream so clearly..
I was crying in my dream and real life.
Because of my family.
More or less that dream was my sister.
She was taking everything I got.. even my room , even the things I love.. even my friends.
Well I guess I'm to emotional.

This time..
I cried again..
But I have a feeling it was the last dream that made it.
Funny thing that is my dreams.. and all different in one night.
I can have like up to 5 dreams in one night about different things..

This dream.. was about my family..
More on my mother and my sister.. I still remember it so clearly.
I was crying and I feel so painful in my heart and body.
I also feel that in real life..
Is just too realistic..
There were calling me ugly , not theirs.. Not one loves me.. Or you can said
that they don't even do..
My mom even said that... I heard more people saying cry more.. let it out
but I feel more pain..

Well thank god is just a dream..
many people told me dreams go over board and are more extreme.
So I guess my dreams will only be in the dream world and it will not come true.

Ahhh sadly is just so real...

Some people are just too free~

I thought it will be a nice and fun day.
Since I was suppose to go out with my best friend and mother.
And I was kinda pestering Claude is he could come... =x

It all became a nightmare at noon.
I thought that person was gone forever..
Guess that person was not.

You just won't stop will you..
I already said I didn't do it.. Well Of course you won't believe me.
Since you are such thick skin.
If your life sucks , why bother mine?
Is not my fault that the rumor got to you.

Ha you got proof that I said it..
I still say is a lie because I know myself better.
If someone flame or act as me , So be it.

Even my mother don't want to talk to you.
Don't want to mention about you.
Just go to hell~
Everyone will be happy.
Expect for some~ I guess
Hmmm That particular one, which you were so close even when we were together.
Ha good luck being with that person.
That person is only using you, haha~ And you told me you are using that person.

Wow Im amaze.

Well so be it.
Lets see how long this last.

Claude came over =) I'm now happy.

BTSSB hairties!

I really want it! I really want them all!!
Sadly they cost around $50.. Haihz

But I made up my mind! I will get it like every 2 months , one pair!
Because I really love it soo much ><

I am going to get one from Panda soon ^^
Can't wait, She is charging me $36, however hotart agree to pay like 16 or 20 for it ^^
ahhh Im soo happy.. My first Baby hairtie!!
This is all the design I want.. I don't mind the color!

Claude's Place =)

I really enjoy going to Claude house now.
Last time.. After the XE incident. I don't feel safe going to any guys house anymore.
Because of the parents the siblings .. almost everything.

At first , The first time I ever went to his place..
It was far.. But i was so amaze XD
I never see that part of singapore before =x
I still remember the first time was with Cassie.
and I was so shy.
I met his mother too and she was very sweet and nice.
Saw his sisters and his room.
wahahah his room so small so cosy XD ahh I love it

Yesterday I just came back from his house again.
XD I went there for fun, because he need to go home for school tomorrow.
His parents were home and so were his sisters.
Hee Xiao xuan is as cute as ever and she was watching anime.
I have to see her play P3 next time. She is GODLIKE! XD

XT came back with her friend, and he got the same hp as me
So cool. and during dinner time she was telling us how they met and what they did in school.
It was funny ^^
Having dinner quite a number of time at their place. I feel that me and claude is so close.
But I really feel the warmness inside ^^

Well for all my other bf.. I never had dinner with their parents >->
nor at their house.. omg..

hee I really hope this stays forever ^^ because I really like his parents and family
they are all so sweet

Working today

Well today I oversleep a bit.. Had like Prata for breakfast~
While eating me and Claude was playing FFX XD
Saw the wedding sense which was good XD And the water kiss was OMG
I'm so new to FFX XD

Today is the day I also get my Ar-Tonelico book! OMG
I have been waiting for like 2 months for it! XD
Is my first ever Game art book too.
Is bigger than I expected and is very nice.
There is the card game inside. I love it
And I am going to cosplay luca more than once! I want to do her other vesion!

Well after that I need to rush down to novena because of work.
I spend like $88 getting a white boots for it.
But I found a good way to make use of it.
Which we can use it for Rochelle shoes.
Or else I will just sold it for like 70 or something XD
Is like SUPER HIGH! >< I shall take a photo of it!

I was working at orchard MRT outside around that area, Giving out flyers.
Hahah I made like $90 in 3 hours XD
and I hope to have more jobs from them.

My colleagues was cool, all 3 know each other >< Feel abit left out.
However I talked to them and asked question and everything.
Is so cool that they met at a race queen competition and they started to be friends.
One is my age. the other 2 is older by a little.
I as partner by this girl who is 22 but she doesn't look like one.
She is a freelance and she told me how she works..
Is all so cool , she has better experience and she told me how it is in the life of a freelance.
^^ totally cute.

Well I met Claude for my supper =x It was already 9 at bugis. And we took bus home ^^
He stayed over again hee~ Thanks dear..
Didn't want to go back alone.. I love you
went back and daphne invite friend over so just played in the room~

hee I will post up photo next time XD Is with the boss

hee flowers o-o

Today... o-o first emo.. because Claude said that he can't go out or anything..
Quite sad so I was just sleeping..
then I receive a phone call from him.. saying he is coming over o-o WOW so sudden. but i was quite happy ^^

We went out today because at 3pm I need to give my GoldXWhite Lolita to a buyer XD
Someone bought my lolita o-o and is my 2nd one XD
Well A lot of memories of it.. ^^ I shall treasure the photos.
She bought it for $110 o-o I guess I lost $40 XD well is ok x)

We than went to taka to have dinner ~ because it was already 4.. well we walked around first.. than had dinner XD
and saw this flower word thing.. saying 'STRENGTH'
We were both wondering what it is about..
it was wrote, fresh air.
later we found out that it was a anti smoking campaign and they were handling out free sunflowers XD I gave my one to Cassie ^^ it was orange so I think she will love it.

We were both in to food o-o we love food I guess.. Sadly didn't eat a lot..
Claude also finally got his new ring =\ the last one didn't fit again
and he also bought a gundam figuring! OMG XD
next time i shall type about that =D

Oh But best of all today.. Claude Bought me flowers at taka ^^
Hee I was staring at a flower shop and he said.. that I want it right.. XD
He knows my face ><
Well The flowers was pretty..
so he bought me a bouequet of 3 roses ^^ which meant 'I Love You'
Hee they are pink XD I will post photos later~
I love you dear.. Soo much...
these flowers can beat anyone else in a sight.. because is from you.

he is sleeping now ^^ Soo cute~ Love him~

New laptop!!! Acer

Lol I bought a new laptop XD Which is acer.
Got it on Tuesday when I went to RP.
Hahah student price and it is cheap.
My mom also bought another laptop for Daphne, hers is Compaq.

Hee Quite happy , Because I wanted Hp.. But the one I wanted which is the pavilion Is sold out!
So I got the next best which is the acer aspire.

Claude was there with me ^^ To choose , hee...
Lol thought I will never buy acer.. End up I did
Happy i bought this because it got its own graphic card..
MEANING I CAN PLAY STAR CRAFT 2
WAHAHAHA =X Dearie is mad at me.. =X
Wanna switch? I don't mind =X ONE DAY XD

Well rp is a gaming school after all =x
After what Wussie and Himaru told me XD

So going to buy like a garskin for it XD
So now... Mostly I will use that because of school =P

My sister was like complaining==
Sometime.. I don't know WHAT will make her happy..
this cannot , that cannot..
Her Compaq was the light weight one..
and she keep one ranting saying is lousy and she don't want to use it.
My father got so worked up and told her , If she doesn't want it they will bring it to the office.
I mean like.. IS ALREADY GOOD ENOUGH you got a new computer..
You last computer became a useless paper weight..
You are ranting about your new one..
They used my ID for your computer dammit.. And you are not even thanking me..

Sometime.. I really want her to live in a 3rd world country.. And I wonder how she lives..
Keep on saying that I got the better computer and she wants it..
I cannot have it because I already got my desktop..
Hey... If you want to use my desktop.. Please do your things neatly.. My table was in a mess.
When I came back.. your pictures in my computer was everywhere..
If you haven't notice.. I already made a FOLDER for you.

Haihz I will rant about her another day..

Let me blog about today first~

Hee Today I went to RP to enroll in.
Well Need to do like 7 sections..
And my mother didn't take the loan..She said that we can pay it all off without having the interests rate from the bank. Maybe that is a better idea.
I m not sure how my photo look like.. >-> Nor Whats my class timetable..
I need to go for some camp soon o-o oh god T-T please help me..
I don't think I can mix... Don't think I can meet lawliet there too.
Well lets hope for the best in Republic poly =) I will follow what Claude and Ah pek said..
I WILL DO MY BEST

Ranting.. Maybe..

Well going to RP has been bad luck ever since I have been posted there since JAE.
My parents keep scolding me.. saying that is so far and why can't I choose somewhere else.
I keep explaining why I can't go TP or SP and they said that I'm just too scared to try...
I mean like I did try to appeal.. But all I have was all the lousy courses like nursing.
Sometime I feel that they don't know how I feel..
They should be in my shoes once in a while..
Living in this society.. which the education system is kinda sucky.
I have been told over that I am going to be bothering them because is so far and I can't take bus.
I mean like.. I see my boyfriend take mrt to school everyday..
I want to be independent.. Or else how am I going to marry him..
haihz... they always think I cannot make it.

My sister also lecture me.. saying I am not independent and will ask my father to fetch me to school..
SHE HAS NO RIGHTS TO SAY THAT. Why??
Because she herself! Do the same thing.. Always getting a lift to school.. sometime causing my parents to be late.
If you want to say ME, Look at the mirror... IS YOU TOO
I can't drive.. You can! So stop saying that I am bad to my parents because I am not independent YOU ARE JUST AS BAD TO.

My brother also like to randomly scold me.. Well I know he have mood swings or something .. Sometime he can be really annoying.. Or really sweet..
and sometime seriously ... piss off...
Anyway... I mean like if you say I spend the most on my costume or what so ever..
Why are you complain when you have allowance, Working with salary, Credit card and still can ask money from Mom..
You CC bill is so way over.. Your bank left so little ==
Am I spending the most now? I will ALWAYS try to keep at least 100 In my POSB saving..
In my other account , HA is way more than you.

Next time I shall finish this off ==

Hee Im selling my lolitas and punk!

selling my lolita and punk XD
I decided to buy baby the star shine brightly things and more on cosplay =D

Selling my goldxwhite , Redxblack , whiteXpink
selling a pair of red lolita shoes too and casual punk =D

http://sgcafe.com/showthread.php?t=46563

support me please ^^

Ragnarok Meeting FTW

Hee nope is not today but last friday~
Ro meeting FTW!!

well It was fun but we didn't do much =x
Just make emotion cons and see the mag.
Thanks khaikhai for bringing it.
Met many new people and my ro team mates.
That was around half of it =)
LOL sadly is more male then female.
we even have one malay XD cool~
Anyway o-o it was at my house...
and LAT WAS LATE =X
Bullying him is fun
Hee played wii and xbox later haha bored la XD

Fun to meet you all :D
and got an extra =x call kosmo haha but he is cool~

I will post the photos up soon

Today was J ROCK MATSURI!

Jrock matsuri was today.
Had quite a lot of fun , but the event itself was a bit boring..
I heard only got 2 bands competing.. I was like wtf?
Then not sure about the Lolita competition , I went off like around 7..

Met a lot of people I know and Miss.
Met new people and they are nice ^^
Saw many nice lolita and makes me wanna to buy JSK =x [Claudy dies =X]
Well shouldn't spend so much. I am going to sell my other 2 lolita away...
Don't plan to wear them anymore.
I need to get a black colour maryjeans too. Maybe black alice may sell.

Heee running around~ Hugging people~ Taking photos~
Claude was being so sweet to help me carry my hp =X LOL
I now know don't bring to much stuff , but NEED to bring water bottle.
hahaha Quite fun~
Pictures should be out soon too :D

A outing with Hotart and Kosm

Hahaha nope it was not today but It was last Wed.
Me and Eleana was suppose to have a shoot with Jurgen, Ash , Rochelle and Jolyn.
However due to rain it was cancel..
But at the same time , Kosmo and Hotart was suppose to come.
That was the day I also need to collect my Lolita from Mio.
Oh and I need to do a bit of edition of it then I think It can fit me.

So you won't see that lolita coming out for a while XD
Thanks dear for helping me anyway~

Well I went out with hortart and Met Ash and then Kosmo at bugis..
Funny haha XD We were talking mostly like crap..
Hotart was being annoyed by some 2 girls who want to seduce him LOL.
quite funny when he passed the phone to me asking
eh what will make him high ah?
How to seduce him ah?
Got a shock o-o

Kosmo looks different already haha. maybe is the hair! LOL
and he got red contacts. Quite nice one him =D

Ash~ Still same as always~ Funny cat~ Fat cat =x

Well Ash was kind to drop us off at jurong east.
I went there because I really want to meet Claude..
I miss him.. and feel bad that he everytime need to come to my place.
so I decided to go over there to wait for him after school.
Kosmo and hotart followed which they were bullying me T-T
one was emo.. the other one... not sure maybe just love to bully.

anyway.. Cut short o-o Met claude and went to play arcade =x
Hortart was playing time crisis 4 but lost =X
then I was staring at the Candy marchine thingy.. which you can win the price.. LOL
I want the STICH!!1 XD
so we started to play! LOL

AND OMG WE WON thanks to hortart o-o
Lol Want to thanks Kosmo and My Dearie too =x
since everyone was chipping in to play. and get a bag full of sweets..
Was fun , and hortart was not emo anymore!
Hee many were staring at us.. maybe we made to much noise =x

Stich eating up the prize~


Lol!! thats a lot you know


heee


POKES


Bites

I want this o-o

Ok I was abit bored , so I went around crunchy roll seeing AMV XD
Came across this amv which won some award..

http://www.crunchyroll.com/media-71177/Princess-Tutu-AMV-Hold-Me-Now.html
Watch it , Is very nice and very suit the song.

The song is this

Quite nice , I fell in love with it but can't seem to download it.

And this was a link that Claude Gave me o-o
The girl is kinda cute.. Got a HUGE ribbon behide her back!


O-O in the mood to dance now~
In the mood to watch princess tutu all over again
The story is nice a bit confusing and very sweet.
Makes me want to do a dance for Claude ...
But I can't dance =.=... or likely to say I any how one =x
But... What I feel... Sometime...
Maybe randomly you won't know , it will come naturely o-o
Or maybe only happen in the animes... >->
anime world liao XD get me out T-T!

Ahhh~ I want to dance with you Claude~ Like no tomorrow~

turning~

Sometime I just love spinning~
I don't know why =X
Is makes me think I am from an anime or something..
I think I watch to much liao..
Lol!! XD Turning and spinning is soo fun!! xD
Example o-o
with those long nice dress or Lolita even =x I spin!!
Skirt also can XD
Not in order bah o-o Lol and sorry I went to change the colour o-o










Or else I can just do this with Claude any day~ =D
one day we will =x

My mistake...

I really found out that in my life , I did many Mistake
But One truly big one is in the part of relationships.
Of course is not now or anything.. because I am So Happy now =x
But last time... That 4 years... When I started...
That is when my own mistake started.

Been with 5 guys in the past >->
Some were nice memories and some were terrible..
I don't ever want to go back there again...

Sometimes I really hope that I can change back time and restart what ever I have done
But I don't think that will ever happen..

Well I think the most enjoyable time I had with another person not including claude =x
Was most likely Po XD
Well we didn't really fight much and he was very nice to me..
Not mentioning lame..
The sad part is just that it was long distance..
Lol forgotten how long we were together .. It was going to almost a year..
I wish him happiness for what ever he do now ^^
haha good thing that we still keep in contact.

I remember my 1st , 2nd , 4th and 5th..
All we don't talk already , nor say anything..
Maybe is the past that why...

Now my only wish is that Claude will be my last one =)
and forever lasting ^^

Hmm past Dinner and Dance

My last DnD make me find go and find my other photos..
and I found some o-o Decided to share XD


2008~ International Night



2007~ Shanghai Night



2006~ Retro Night


2005~ Bollywood and Hollywood


No group photo ><

Job position from jess o-o

Jess told me there is a job position and is need in for one more slot

I went to apply XD because can wear maido outfit XD

"Wearing Cosplay attire; Working at Orchard distributing flyers. 22nd March $20/H.
P:S: I don't know what show/position yet. Just send in your portfolio and good luck!"

Anyone else tell me because I'm not sure If I got to spot , so maybe you can get the spot
=D
Just pm o-o

edited: may have only one left o-o

Happy 5th Month dearest

HAPPY 5TH MONTH CLAUDY =D

Thats fast >-> I remember the day I met you for the first time..
Didn't thought that I will be with you..
but look where were are now..
o-o going to be half a year already..
time pass fast 0-0
I'm very glad that I got together with you ^^
You teach me so many things...
and everyone in my family accept me being with you..
ahhh so happy XD
Hahaha funny that we always spend our anny with at least another person there XD

Love you Dearie =D

Photos

The other photos for Dinner and Dance 2008.

=D fun time with all of them~
ah I didn't take photo with my dad T-T Maybe the other photographer got
I lazy make it smaller T3T
so bear with it.
and see all the nice costume =X

Dinner and Dance 2008

Every year my dad company will have his Dinner and Dance.
and this year team happens to be international.
=\ yea find it a little weird , But we had a lot of fun.

Well on that day I had to go with Cassie and Claude out to find Cassie a costume.
Sadly Claude can't come because the next day he have exams ><
Really wanted him to , but exams are more important.

Well my family has a little time mix up so end up I did my make up at jean yip at bugis.
My sister was late , As usual and she came to bugis after going to P.S
then she said that ekkawhat was delaying.. and we got late because of that..
Went to the hotel ,
met my friends and mother and we went for the event Took many photos!!

But didn't have time to take the photobooth T-T I was soo sad
There were artist people and also a tattoo person there XD
Many people dress up this year..
Wow and some of them are very nice
See a lot of Japaneses kimono and Korean

. The Dinner itself was way better than last year!
The entertainment too,
Every year we will have a cross dresser..and is oh so boring..
This year we got a fire eater and is OMG wonderful!
Is so exciting Me and Cassie were at the tip of our seat!



Camwhore TIME!

Before the DnD



Our table :D VIP XD






My dress


My Hair



Trying to dance with it XD



Me and Uncle Chris =D


Me and My sister



Me and Ekka


Me and Cassie



Lol XD I won't put up eleana 1 until she allow me to =X


More n the next post ><>