=)

I'm feeling very happy now.
I feel like im in the past again..
I feel so in love again..
And I will never ever want to give up this feeling anymore.
I love it.. I love Rui Shen..
=) Today is the day that I feel that Im with him all over again..
I can't wait for our first year.

bored

I am bored.. Bored bored bored desu...
Today is science and problem is " Natural order"
No idea how to do \o\ /o/
ah , who cares. Is 6p now and is like 3.20pm
wee fast. since everyone left at breakout 2.
ziyi left after ut and we were shock. she doesn't usually leave.

so yea left 10 people after class haha! from 25 > 10

Dearie is in school... doing his RnF costume.
Dearie! Jia yo :D I will be here rooting in everything you do.
I will support whatever you do ^^ I love you.
You are mine *-* I hope im yours still.

=\ got people stalking dearie too.. after we had that pause..
same here >-> random people adding me..
argh say im like cute and all. wanna hit on me and all..
sorry guys~ My heart is with Rui Shen and Only him ^.-
and girls ._. erm back off k =DD

Up and Down Luck

Yesterday..
I lost my wallet :( Wah I was so sad..
I ran all the way back to school from the bus stop when I found out it was gone..
Chiru and moron helped me in finding my wallet.
And not forgetting dearie..
he ran around W2 looking it for me..
Thanks all of you.. I really glad you help me out =)
so yea.. I went to like cancel my posb atm card... >->
and I was suppose to make a police report..

Well... than today..
After UT, A guy and a girl came to class..
and was like say , looking for Denise.
OMG THEY FOUND MY WALLET!!
I WAS SOOO HAPPY =x [ don't need to pon school to make report]
but yea!! everything was inside!!
should had get their contact , and thank them even more!!

I was surprise.. That everything was inside!
My money , My cards , Everything!
Chiru and I was talking yesterday.
when i keep cursing that there is no justice..
curse a lot.. than Now I have to eat those words..
Because there is some and there is nice, sweet people in this world :D

Dearie told me that Ar tonelico 2 is going to have a US version [English] WOOT
I AM GOING TO BUY.
So that means.. 2 hot item must play = Persona 4 and Ar tonelico 2 =DDD

Dearie was sweet =) He bought me waffle today ^-^
so i made this..
Waffle = love
love = Claude
Thus
Waffle = Claude
hee~

Love you Claudy~ Now and ever!
I wanna marry you in a gundam wedding suit XDDDD

Persona 4

Didn't play persona 3 but Im going to start to see how isit like
Saw XX playing most of the time.
holy shit , she is ownage. She is godlike!!
But after seeing Persona 4.
I really want to play persona 4 instead!
I want to cosplay persona 4 too , maybe for next year Cosfest.
I will be cosplaying most likely Rise since Dearie said it suit me most.

Lets see!

Rise!! =D
Her persona


Main character


The other two


The character I also like A LOT

HER PERSONA IS SWEET! xx agree =X

claudy and dinner

seems like noone was home >->
so me and claudy went out to have dinner LOL
at that liang court.
^-^ hee I love the food that~ Is nice , is so win.
said by claude and myself.
Didn't take picture of what we ate XD



But I had oden first , omg is damn good! must go there and eat again
Dearie had curry rice which he say he love it.
Than I went to eat saba set :D
the saba was soft and tasty.

they had a mini matsuri there!!
and I got this~ haha i failed in the yoyoball scooping.
but the guy was sweet and still gave me one ^^
there was also mini ball scooping
but no goldfish.





dearie looks cute with the ball =X


on the way to liang court , we saw a mini event about old car racing.
Took pictures of it. Soo cute for some of the cars.






Dearie!! you and I were meant to be together =)
Thats how I feel after what happen today.
You were there for me.. you listen to me..
you stood up for me too and made me feel better.
I love you and I want to understand you better.
Because I know that we were last now.





it was after the picnic liao.. =\ tired
cannot go home also lol

picnic

Today was my Picnic for sgcafe
And it was fun!
I really enjoy myself and I was the organizer so I did many things on setting it right
But still I made many mistake >-<
Well learn from it ^^ and do a better one!

A total of 43 people came today x-x
thats was hell but fun.
Ok hard to control but yet many help me!
Haha thanks to everyone who came and also those who help me
you are the best
like khai , reinhart , vectors , Yuki.

Pictures will speak louder than words =D
we had so much fun that we didn't care how stupid we look LOL!
It was fun because we know other people and also the games we played

someone brought maggie mee to my picnic ._. epic.

today problem

Gender equilty..
Hmm that was today topic.
Makes me think.. I really want that to happen.
Later girls need to go NS

hee so yea that was today topic and we need to do a presentation about it.
Learn many things why people think that certain jobs is for certain gender.

Met Claudy for lunch ^^ He came to school!
and bought for my burger king~ weee
hahha I find that dearie an relate to the family in one way.. or another bah
maybe for lawliet and moron is hard LOL
Since i see Mom and him talking about magic , so interesting!
not forgetting
Jon and hi talking about games like persona 3 and 4 also so interesting XD

haha Chiru was like ICE CREAM when i gave her mine LOL
hahaha /o/!!

well than went out with kosmo and saw tohru

haha dearie made a card!!

heee

woot

Firstly - Improve in my cosplay, Found many comments on it and I will work on it.
Lets see I cosplay 4 times already, time to make a better cosplay.
I want to edit most of my costume... and also do a better one again for photoshoot!!

I feel cosplay is about the outcome and the effort you put in it =)
If you put alot of effort and had fun on that day , Then I feel is worth it.
Some how I feel that is how you attract other people too for cosplay.
If you put on a character suit and no one had notice you.. is like you had failed..

I love cosplay and I won't be put down by anyone ^^!!
AND I MEAN ANYONE =D I WILL STILL COSPLAY!! untill I sien

Second - Im here to rant about something.
I just can't stand it. Let me say , is someone..
"CITA" let me call the person cita, In short many of my friends should know this person because is a nick name.
Well I hate how cita does things. Seriously after seeing many things cita did.
I go totally piss off after the last event I went to.
I hate it , i always say give chance to cita , maybe cita will change and there is a good side of cita.
But after seeing two side of the story and experiencing it. I say this , I hate the person on how he do things. Not only me, even dearie is.
Dearie reason > His name got put down on the event list as a participant but didn't even know. I called him up after I saw him.. and he was angry from it..
I feel it too.. If my name was on some list and i don't even know it , is like using me without permission.
Some people just love to use others..
Like he use the a friend shop of his.
Use untill the owner got so piss off... I will be piss off if is my shop.
The way cita do things... Not only me now , But a whole load.
however , not many still know about cita and how does cita do things.
Sad , never soon the truth will be out!
People who wants to help cita , I say all the best , I just wish you luck that you don't get cheated by cita. Cita got many ways... haha is funny to see how people can go up to cita and help cita... makes me laugh.

Thirdly - Im with dearie now~ In his room, Looking at him playing P4.
Hee I want to o Persona4 character and I feel like playing the game.
The english vesion will be out this coming decemeber 9th!! =D close~
I miss dearie soo much that I just got to see him ><
ahhh how am I going to give him space nia...
XX IS SOO CUTE HAHAH love to talk to her too
But I think we will have our space when his school reopens.
haha When his school reopen my school close
3 WEEKS OF HOILDAY FTW!! and i thought was 1 week. well can't wait
Now UT 4 IS OUT!
3 MORE TO GO!! and today ut lasgt question was siennn not sure how to do..
did on paper too >-< since my laptop can't on and i was late for school. Oh well
going home soon~ =D later blog

Friends and Lover =)

Ahhh I just love my friends somehow!
Hahaha I'm glad I made such friends too ^-^
You guys and girls are always there for me!!
haha A handful of you all ^^ I can see I'm really glad I met all of you all
and I will treasure the relationship i am having with you people!!

I have a small group in secondary school
namely CASSIE!! , Rochelle , Eleana , Jolyn , Jessica which are all my
closest and bestiest!
the rest are my friends but I still love them!
like mika , Eugenia , Michelle , aster , sam.teo, Mel.teo , jasmine, apple.

and then.. We got my Rp family ^^
WOOT!
Chiru , Mom , jon , Teddy , Moron , lawliet , sochii , dad , akimme. haha Loves!! <3

My Malaysia friends XD
Alan , BURSTY, POTATO , AARON!, juan , LANCE...

and love my W24R peeps XD

also
there is SGCAFE PEOPLE XD hahaha
I m so glad i made friends with all of you!! NO DOUBT ^^
Im happy I met you all!
Reinhartx, Moomoo, BROKEN, Kosmo baka, hotart, xsakura, tohru, Jurgen , Ash , Vince, AH PEK, Dusty, Fiona, horse, Khaikhai, stella , SilverwolfX, Zakie, lat, balmung , yuchi, zander , xeths, Tenma, honey, asumi , Daijin, bryan, zermine.

The rest is been fun ^^ haha guess need to be more closer XD AND LAST !!

MY LOVER =DDDDD I LOVE YOU LOL!!
CLAUDYPETZ FOREVER!!
Claudy!
The one I met in sgcafe because of negima team!
The one who change my life and also my heart!
The one who i won't want to leave EVER anymore!!
*clings* damn o-o Im a clingger i know.. need to give him space..
ahh but Don't want to leave him
XD Im a weirdo LOL

Poem

Haha Last time I always like my Bf giving me Poems
sweet kind of poem.. and I just found my sec 3 dairy..
And it have poems inside!!
LOL let me type some


If anyone ever asked me
what the statement " life is beautiful " means to me?
I will just put my arm around you
hold you close to me
and say " this is it"


Do you believe in true love?
True love is when you love someone with all your heart,
the feeling will never change,
you will do anything for the one,
you would want to protect the love forever...
you would never want to hurt the person,
true love will always survive somehow
even till the end of time
nothing can destroy it..
From busty =P LOL bet you made it de HAHHA

My daily wish is to see you smile..
know that you are happy and feel you are loved..
I know that life is not easy...
so..
I'mhere to remind you that life is BEAUTIFUL
When somebody cares.

To Claudy

My heart will always belong to you forever.
I never want to lose you
I will never want to let you go
My feelings for you are true
you are my everything
Everything I ever wanted
we are meant to be and never to lose
The memories so close to me will never fade away..
All the time you are my greatest love
and
this is my happy ending.

Past and Now

I just read thru my past blog entrys..
Some made me laugh , some made me feel like crying.
But most of all ^-^
I enjoy the memories I had in those days with everyone.

Hee The time I posted about my O levels and How I was so scared.
The time when I go together with Claude and he was my everything,
well even now he is XD
The time for my birthday and photoshoots which we had so many fun.
With my classmate and Sgcafers haha
So fun ~ I love all of them and I will love my future too

changing things~

I change quite a number of things in my blog ^^
and also added many things too LOL
If you look around~ You will see many new things
Im crazy .. XD I like adding things now.
Didn't really want to change the full lay out so i added things instead
And change picture ^^

Change my head Picture too =P
and also added a new section =X
For me and my friends ^-^
Will be updating here and there~ weeee!!!

Really thanks to this webby
http://www.lovecandied.com/cantoppage_.htm
^-^ very cute stuff there. Very nice :D

And also I am still editing~~ weee
bye~

^.-V

Let me be your number 1.
Because I want to be the first in your heart!
You are already mine. ^^
I love you so much and I know that you will too!
Because the time we had together cannot be replace.

I love studying with Claudy~ Is so much fun and I understand so many things
Guess I really miss him so much.
I really need him in my life..
Because he is my motivation and my everything..
I love you ^^

hee we are going to do Amu and Ikuto together!! YAY

r.i.p

haihz.. Was quite evil to Kachang last time ._. since I love Puteh more..
But.. Now she is gone.. I feel a very hard pain in my heart..
Is like we lost a member in our family..
The noisiest one too..
I remember she is the most active one and smartest among the rest too.
Even thou she look ugly to me.. She is still a part of family to me.
Well , she is sweet at time.. where she come and suddenly sleep near my leg..
NOT LIKE PUTEH >->

I think the person who is very sad will be my father or else my maid.
Since they love it so much.
Next well be my sister..
since is her dog..
Well..
I cannot say anything.. I didn't really do much to kachang..
I only evil to puteh =x because is mine..
And I will really cry damn hard if Puteh died..

Rest In peace My dear Kachang..
You always had been in our heart.
For the Wee Family.
Also in my friends..
and Claude =X
[ Kachang love to run back and forth for claude.. ]
Claudy , Daddy , daphne, tri.. and the rest.. hope you will be strong..

Haha late photos

Late photos!! but I find them nice :D
wanted to share!!
Firstly from Ash!!
Wee he was sweet to take a group photo for us sgcafers!
Hahaha Was finding like more people but not sure where they ran too.
So anyway , we only got this. =P JUST AS FUN AND NICE XD








Than another photographer gave me for Day 1
Hahah euphie! Ok it turn out good since my wig was not as bad as real life!
LoL miss the times!!







Well Now Im going to do touhou since I guess claudy they all are doing.
But I will still do ragnarok LOL
And not forgetting Shugo chara!!
OMG CLAUDE IS GOING TO BE IKUTO <3
LOVE!!!
and need to work on my Lina Invers costume for coscon WCG XD
tata~ ^-^

Sunday outing =P

Went out with cassie to PP first to wash my photos ^-^
Than went to town..
First to see a skin doctor which I went 2 years ago!
which is expensive X-X $400++
Sad.. the one which my sister brought me.. made my face worst...
wrong pills. >->
and the cream that aunt jean ask me use didn't work either.

well so I went.. haha The doctor was friendly and yes I totally like his motive ^^
making one beauty because you are not ugly.

so after I got a whole load of things from him ._.
only bought half too

Claude came from his work XD
so he wore very formally =P
and then we all go bakerzin to eat LOL



HAHA NICE RIGHT =X


Cassie drink



Mine and Claudy drink XD
cassie called it pumpkin =X


Well so we had fun time we the 3 of us again ^^
we fun laughter and joy =P

Didn't watch movie..
but we went to eat pasta at cine!

AND ONCE AGAIN =D THE 3 OF US LOVE TO TAKE THIS KIND OF SHOT XD


cassie bored =x waiting for food


Claude joins her ._.


:P


WAHAHAH cassie did it first!!
CUTE ^^V

LOL


My face now CMI T^T
well it will be better soon ^-^

=x forgot to take pictures of our meal.. too hungry lol
Well thats all =P later go home , but it was fun ^^
love the time we spend together haha


I am very happy I went back with Claude..
I don't feel regret.. I only feel love..
I never ever want to leave you again..
I am sorry I did..
I love you..
I always did.
From the day I met you
101007

SHUT UP I LOVE HIM

Hee~
Point to title~~
yup is true ^^ and I won't change it!

Anyway..
nothing much today, slacking!! so yea.. thats mostly it.
pack room , learn how to sew from sewing machine .. blah

Dearie~ I miss you.. Miss you soo much...
I love you... love you soooo much.
and I realize.. even if we are parted..
That feeling cannot even change...
The love for you.. did not die..

I want this time to work out.. I want this time to last.. I want this time to show ALL my love to him that I am true and I will only love him.. I will trust you no matter what...
I have change... that is what I feel..
I won't feel so jealous anymore.. Or envy. I don't want to be so clingy to you and I want to give you space.. I love you..

I want to show you that Im more brave now.. More Independent, More hardworking.. [really need to do this XD] , More caring and understanding..
I want to decide what I do and what I will choose!
IS MY LIFE =D AND I CHOOSE YOU CLAUDE ^-^

Shoo to those people who object us =X
I don't care liao XD say all you want.. Me love him , don't need you to tell me how much we don't match and I will regret or what shit.
Thanks to those who support us ^^ I love you too =P because you know what i want and know how I feel!!

THANKS ROCHELLE , CASSIE , CHIRU AND JOLYN...
YOU GIRLS ARE THE BEST =D Because you all listen to me ^^

Why am i?

Hahah That was our topic today!
And omg.. I feel that I was being shoot la!! ><

They use cosplay in this topic today!!
then faci was like saying that we cosplayers invaded downtown haha
Was quite funny, She ask me about it too ^-^
Funny that my class was like ._. you cosplay?! LOL
I love cosplay! Because is my hobby and I take is seriously!

Okie~ So yea .. Even a team use it LOL
and my team too >-> stupid Damien like shooting me like that.
Well~
So today ~ Is quite ok~
Switch team.. So yea..


Here is the worst part T-T
My grades are slipping.. I need to buck up!!
Well >< My worst UT was E lol! Science!!
I hate phys!!! for nuts LOL
Got 2 mark for that ut o-o
And I got C for my enterprise ._.
damn all the maths one .. getting low.
ahhh cultural got D =-=
I AM SO GOING TO MUG..

but lawliet , chiru and moron say .. if you crap get better mark
because they all got high than me and they say they crap
hahaha =X don't feel like trying..

well gtg now~ Byeeeee

Is what I decide.

Hate me or love me.. Whatever!!
Is my life and I decide what I want to do!

And this is my choice that I finally Understand how he felt about me..
I love him.. And I can not get over it..
Is in me.. I love him.. no matter what..
I tried to love someone else.. I tried forgetting him.
He tried to make he hate him. But I can't
sorry...

I let someone down but I think is best for us.
I am sorry. I have no choice. I have to do this..
Because is the truth I don't have any feelings for you.
Hate me or whatsoever. This is better because I will be hurting you more...

I love you Claude.. And for the past one month..
I miss you do badly..
After you finally talk to me again..
I fall in love with you all over again which feel like last time..
I want you..

Cosfest Day 2

WEEEE I cannot believe I done my cosplay for 2nd day!!!
I thought i couldn't make it!!
Omg thanks to the my RP family!! I manage to cosplay LUCA
Chiru cospaly too!! and she look super cute.

I love cosfesT!! I really do!! I love it so many and I love the people there!
hahaha thanks sgcafe people for being there too ^^
Had a lot of fun!!
But sadly I didn't see a person there which i wanted to see him so badly.

well anyway PHOTOS







Fyi! I was trying to be this girl =P















kosmo and his OC XD



Hee Hotart was like my prince for just a moment




OMG DUSTY I LOVE YOUR N3 XD i want to play again





Eleana and kosmo



CHIRU IS KAWAII LOVE







RANKA LEE!! XD


WOOT IRON MAN =X



Broken is still in his gay mode








My song for you


MORE COMING LOL